Slacking

Well, I have neglected this blog for awhile. Maybe it's time to start this thing up again, and get back to writing as "me" time.

Since the last blog, hubberdoodles has come home. (Yeah, that's right, fuck you deployment), I've gone back to work, and although I don't like being away from my babies, it's nice to have my sanity return.

Life is still insane, I rarely get a moment to myself.  Even with Kenny home, my life is crazy, and let's face it, my life will always be crazy.  I have learned that with Kenny gone, life is crazy, and with Kenny home, my life is crazy.  At this point I know that the concept of "me" time is almost non-existent, but I can't imagine my life with dull moments.

I realize I gave up my sanity when I chose to become a parent, I gave up my sanity when I married someone who has to put his career first (because, well, we don't have a say in what comes first with the military).  When Kenny was deployed my life wasn't any more hectic than it normally would have been, it just felt that way because I didn't have the opportunity to hand Khloe off and say "This nasty diaper is yours", I didn't have him to run behind picking up one kids mess while I went after the other.  The reality is, I have an absolutely crazy 3 year old boy, who will always have more energy than I do, and I have a 15 month old who loves attention, wants to play, and will never be able to get enough attention.  In between that, I have dogs who like to annoy the shit out of me while I sleep, and a husband who still needs attention from his wife.  

My life is absolute insanity, it is filled with moments where I think to myself "What the fuck", but it is my life.  And I love every crazy moment of it....ok, well maybe not every moment, but like 90% of it.