I think that a blog update is long over due. I have been neglecting it but I haven't really had the time to bother with it. I guess you could say that things have changed a bit, and I have been focusing more on staying home with the kids instead of trying to run errands all the time to keep busy. I have picked up crafting, aside from the tutus I've made I started making tie blankets and I will be working on some other items too. I started up a little shop with my friend, Shona. It has brought me a couple of orders, nothing much but it's a start and it's nice to have something to do. I also started selling Tastefully Simple products and I'm hoping that will turn out to be an awesome opportunity. It's just now starting so it will take time to see how that ends up working out for me.
With me taking the time to stay home and just focus on staying with the kids just watching tv and spending time together instead of running errands I've noticed I have distanced myself more. Honestly, though, I don't mind it. I am focusing on my family and only them. I have removed anyone from my life who is into drama, who is negative, and who honestly isn't there for me. I have come to the realization that some people really aren't worth having around. I don't need anything additional on my plate, I have more than enough going on in my daily life to worry about other people's problems, or hostility.
You can't please everyone, and I pretty much feel that everyone else can kiss my ass, I need to make sure my kids are happy, my husband is happy, and I am happy. I can't concern myself with other people's feelings. I have always been someone who tries to be there for everyone, and it usually results in people fucking me over. I'm tired of it, and I won't tolerate it anymore. I have my family, and that's all that I need. I wouldn't have it any other way. Well, no, I would, I would prefer to have my husband home so that my family is together again. But I guess I just have to keep taking that one day at a time. Each day is one day closer to my husband coming home, but this count down is taking forever!
