Dealing with a deployment is hard in itself; Add children into the mix and most days can become so frustrating or seem to take forever to pass. I was always given the advice to keep busy and it will help the time pass. With the two kids, I am always busy, but time seems to be going slower. It doesn't help that Khloe keeps having health issues, in the 3 months she has been around she has been to the ER 3 times, all for eating issues. I have an appointment with a pediatric GI on June 28th because I don't feel what's going on is normal and no doctors can give me satisfying answers. The recent changes made her worse, the formula didn't help, so I made my own decision and switched her back to her old one. So far it seems to be working better, but I still feel she needs to be seen by a specialist. It's better to be safe than sorry.
I want Kenny home everyday, but with all of the issues Khloe has it really makes me want him home, she needs both of her parents and I need the support of my husband. I wasn't counting on all of this to deal with, especially during the deployment, but such is life. I hope to get some answers on the 28th, and until then I will take it day by day.
Caiden is doing well. I feel bad for him, as Khloe's needs increase, the attention he gets decreases, but he seems to be patient. He is usually Mr. Independent and only cares about watching Spongebob so I don't think he notices. He's becoming such a little man already, he always tries to help with Khloe and wants to help me, he is so sweet, but so rotten. You just can't help but love him.
Kenny comes home next month for his r&r, and I am so looking forward to seeing him. I'm not looking forward to the return, but once he comes home all I'm going to care about is the fact that my family will be back together. I can't wait! It's taking forever to get here; but it's going to pass so quick. Hopefully all the doctors appointments will be squared away by then so I can just enjoy my time with him as much as possible. The night before he comes in, I'm probably going to get no sleep from being so excited.
That's all for now, I've been slacking on school work. I gotta get the ball rolling!
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